Saturday, August 04, 2007 - 11:17 AM
so darn tired dis week.
stupid mess.
for the first time i was like a restaurant waiter.
serving the big shots just coz their ranks are so freakin high.
i din come army to become an underpaid restaurant waiter.
crap.
total waste of time and energy.
flyin off soon.
veri soon.
nxt sat nite.
lol.
kinda looking forward but not so looking forward to it.
also don know wad im talking about la.
been in army for only 7 months.
but it feels like ive been in dere almost forever already la.
sianned.
made me realise alot of things.
alot of times u just feel so alone.
cant realli talk to anyone about anything.
coz sometimes no one understands at all.
numbed from the things around me.
nothing interests me anymore.
voidness of feelings.
zombified.
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